I look at the work that consumes my life and I know that every day and every minute I don't work: I'm already behind.
I finally got a chance to review my first book I released this year and I look and I found an error, I won't say where because at this point, my few fans that know the difference haven't actually said anything. But that is the trouble that leaves me feeling like I know all the reasons why I won't "make it to the next level".
I struggle with the needs of the work that I undertake. I hope this is only temporary. NaNoWriMo is just around the corner.